A LOVERS SHADOW
Theres a boy that I know
I've watched him watched him grow
I love him and he loves me
But were just friends
Never meant to be
So this is where the story ends
There is nothing of a romance here to write
No love story of how we got together to tell
Yet I won't let my shadow die
My shadow stands with me and whispers in my ear
It tells me we could be more
Go for it, hold him, tell him
I laughed it off then but it got to me
My shadow became an addiction
I fed off my crazy thoughts
So I told him
Never has my heart been ripped out and
Torn to little peicies, not like that
Oh, were still friends, But we'll never be just friends agian
He loves me, he's just not in love with me
I'm alone now in my barren wasteland mind
Alone that is, except for my shadow
It tells me I'm okay and I'lll get better
But then it laughs and says no I'm kidding
Your tainted and no one would ever want you
Then I'll sleep and dream of what could have been