My Own Drug

If I took your advice, would you sing to me,
A thousand lullabies as I fell to sleep
If only I could resist...
But the anger seems so attractive,
And the jealousy is so addictive
But I can't fucking stand this!
I can't stand...

If I fell at your feet would you help me up
Or would you laugh at my fall, my bruises, my cuts
Rub salt in my wounds,
Yesterday's gone way too soon
Piercing my heart all the way through
But it's just some game to you
It's just a game...

Life drains from me like waves in the sea
And I just want to get up off of my knees
And the anger seduces me
And I'm embraced in my own jealousy
I wish I'd never fell into me