Sick Of Life

I'm so sick of the pain,
So sick of the lies,
So sick of the tears,
As they fall from my eyes,
So sick of the heartache,
Sick of the fear,
So sick of feeling,
I don't belong here,
So sick of the people
Who hurt me for fun,
So sick of you telling me,
I'm not the one,
Sick of the way,
That I'm so second rate,
I'm sick of being sick-
But is this my fate?
Sick of the way,
That I'll never be free,
And I won't be happy,
Until I've found the real me.