Alright Once More

I was nervous
You were there
To talk me through it all
I dropped the knife
And cried
What had I become
A shell of me
I hate you now
I loved you then
Goodbye to you
And my past
I am moving on
I cried a little
Died a little
My whole world is blue
My sky is cloudy
And ocean stormy
Rough days are ahead
Though you hurt me
I know i will go on