Twilight

Did you know, I dream of an ocean of sapphire waves?
Did you know, that twilight is my favorite time of day,
Even though I've never seen it with my own eyes,
And for that I apologize.
Do you find it odd, that I try to be what I say?
Do you find it odd, that I seem to always fail anyways,
Even though I try so hard, so good,
I'm never doing all I should.
Am I the only one, who hates to admit this?
Am I the only one, who won't pretend they live in bliss,
Even though I wish that pretending could make it true,
But if I did, I'd be just like you.