Numb

My blood flowing
After my denial
My tears drying up
After my weeping

The welts appearing
After the healed flesh
The heartache dulling
After its torment

I am so numb
I no longer feel
I have given in
I've resumed my hell

No longer shall I cry
No longer will I show hurt
My eyes are hard
I am so numb to the world

No longer do I care
I am no longer attached
I don't feel love or hate
I don't feel anything

A/N: Yeah . my cutting has once again started back up . even after I quit .
*sigh* Oh well. I can always try again .

~Damaged~