I am a Lost Soul

They call me the Dark Guardian

They say that they know all about me

But…

Do they really?

Do they know my thoughts?

My emotions?

What I am forced to hold inside

And stay silent for so others won't get hurt?

Do you truly understand this job?

Or do you simply criticize and judge to make yourself feel better?

You laugh at others pain

And cast away what you do not understand

How am I to trust you?

When all you have done to me is lie?

You do not even give anyone a chance

Not a moment of your precious time

To truly learn and realize

We are not much different inside

There is much more to this "Dark Guardian"

Than what is outside

But you went and blew it, "ally"

When you showed me your true side

I held your hand when you shed your tears

I protected you out of my own heart

I gave you hope when all you had was despair

I fought to keep your fire great and bright

I spoke the words to lift you up high

And then you went and turned on me

Not even giving a second glance

The you that I used to know is dead

Replaced by what you have become today

But I am not destroyed

You have only made me stronger

And the ones that try to hurt me

Are the ones I have to thank

You do not know me

Nor did you ever

You didn't care or even try

But what's done is done

The ashes have settled

And now it's time to say goodbye

I am not all cold and heartless

Like the others have came to believe

So the next time you go and try to judge me

Remember…

There is more than what you see

I am a Lost Soul

They call me the Dark Guardian

They say that they know all about me

But…

Do they really?

~As stated, this was just an idea that's been floating around in my head for a while and decided to jot down.  It really doesn't pertain, or is it dedicated to anyone really.  Just to those that know how it feels to be cast away for who you are, and betrayed by those you thought were on your side.  Please leave a review.  Thanks! ^_^