Shaking uncontrollably, I can't remember what was said.
I just remember what was lost, a life, a love, a chance to shine.
Hatred fills my heart with fear, which my heart can't understand.
This heart was made for breaking and now it's on demand.
You broke me into two, left me to die but still my heart does yearn.
Oppressed memories of a distressed child, what I wanted to forget.
I'm drowning in this sorrow, just tearing away.
A disgrace to what I was, what was had and what was lost.
I don't want to remember anymore I just want to forget.