My hands feel like claws, piercing flesh as I clench
My skin begins to creep as I try to cover my face
My breathing becomes hard and slow and difficult
My mind is alone, stuck, in cased

My throat locks up and I feel sick
Darkness falls over my bright white eyes
My teeth grind together like machinery
When I know it is you I despise

My hair pleads to be wrenched out
My legs and my head crave hitting
My mind keeps on running into rain clouds
My veins in my wrists desire slitting

My feet and my hands wont stop moving
Scurrying like I'm not in control
My eyes sting with the tears
And fiercely they begin to roll

I can't throw all my thoughts away
And of course it's the same with the past
Obviously applies for the present
But I cant bear to let this torture last.