You don't know how close I came to the end
And anything I say about death, I offend
So I promise to you I'll stop about suicide
And I'll pretend happiness is my soul guide

So when you're upset I'm always there
But when I'm so low, you really don't care
You can't deal with the fact that I need to die
So instead I have to choose to lie

It doesn't seem right; I can't help it all
You stand stupid, deaf to my frantic call
So I'm left in the darkness, alone once again
You look at me; blaming me for living in pain