notice its hard to be alone when theres more people around? wonder why
people give you pity then dont care anymore? and it all goes
down............it feels alright but its not truely there........you only
want to have people there so the feelings more clear.........and there is
violence everywhere.....harsh screaming pain......it just feels like its
there until it happens to YOU or your friends.......then its like the world
came down..and feels like theres a frown, looking down, do not care...
Just wandering, in the seething light.
Just pondering, without second thoughts of pain
Trying to disintegrate by other's shame
Hiding weakness, holding fires
Ignoring faces. Losing paces
Imaginary world.What a place
The only thing left
Is your hidden self.