Crying so much I want to bleed
Bleeding so much I want to cry
Dying inside, I want to hurt
Hurting so much I want to die
Forced me to exist for too long
Led me to the edge and I hell
No one caught me when I was an angel
But the devil welcomed me to hell
Call me crazy and insensitive
To you I don't feel
So don't worry, I'm numb
Don't care for me, I'm not real

Could I ever be what you want?
Could I ever be good enough?
I've tried, is that enough?
I've tried to be worth something
I've tried to perfect, beautiful, pretty, skinny, cool
I've tried, I've failed and I quit
I don't belong here
A social dissident

Hurting inside, but numb at the same time
Do you know about me or do you believe the lies?
I'm not like they say I am
Look with your own eyes
Hang around for a while and I'll change
Cuz everyday it's a different me
There might be something inside me for you
If you believe I'm not imaginary
I'm trying so hard to be normal
And different at the same time
I'm looking for something I've lost
I think it was my mind

Could I ever be what you want?
Could I ever be good enough?
I've tried, is that enough?
I've tried to be worth something
I've tried to perfect, beautiful, pretty, skinny, cool
I've tried, I've failed and I quit
I don't belong here
A social dissident

I don't really fit in anywhere
No one really likes me for what I am
I have to pretend, play my part in the play
Do you know what I'm saying? Do you understand?
I'm trying to tell the world how I feel
But no one listens to the busker on the street
I'm not giving in, but maybe I've given in
I'm so dead, so incomplete
I'm half-there half the time
Why does everything rely on someone else?
I'm sick of being half whole
I want to be complete within myself

Could I ever be what you want?
Could I ever be good enough?
I've tried, is that enough?
I've tried to be worth something
I've tried to perfect, beautiful, pretty, skinny, cool
I've tried, I've failed and I quit
I don't belong here
A social dissident

So I'm sorry for taking up all your time
I know you've got better things to listen to
But what do you want to inspire me to be someone
Now I've given up on you?