You and I were like Yin and Yang

Completely in balance, we did hang

But then you broke the sacred bond

And cast it out on Golden Pond

Now I can't remember any smiles that we had

I guess I always turned my back, whenever times just got too bad

And now I can't remember, even how your face looked

I guess it was just the way you abused me which is what got me hooked

So here I sit

In a pitch black room

My eyes wide open

Peering past the gloom

I have a blade up to my arm

I don't know what I want to do

I know I'm doing bodily harm

I'm killing myself for love from you

We were like two peas in a pod

I don't care if that's cliché

But then I saw through your façade

And it changed everything about the day

Now the clouds are always hanging directly above me

And the sun is always running from me

And the rain is always soaking through me

And the frost is always burning through me

So here I sit

In a pitch black room

My eyes wide open

Peering into doom

I have a blade upon my arm

I don't know what else to do

I know I'm doing bodily harm

I'm killing myself just for you

Do you even notice me

When I'm walking by your window

Did you get the flowers I sent

Of course not, why do I even bother

Do you hear the songs I sing

Begging you to come back to me

Do you even know my name

After all those times you've tried to erase MEEEEE!!!!!!!

I'm on the floor

In my pitch black room

My breathing's silenced

I've given into doom

The blade I had upon my arm

Is just as lifeless as it's mate

And though I did it for your love

Your feelings for me will always be hate