Groping through the dark
To catch your insipid smell
Floating around me
Unclear
Untouchable
Vagueness
Sparking my fire
You twirled in my fingers
Then shied at my abrupt touch
I was slowly
Ensnared
Poisoned
A drug to reduce me
Into shattered pieces
I was addicted
To the feathery whiffs
Of yourself
Confused
What you were
What you are
What you will be
Words aren't enough
To cleave your shape
You and me
A blurry of identities
Forcing you into distinction
Instead is to know myself
And in the end
Your web remained a web
Unfair as it is
A bird trapped
In an open cage
Still confused
What you were
What you are
What you will be
In my life
In my heart
And what made me
Stay in your arms