Lord Jesus hear me as I pray
be with me in my darkest hour
abide with me
let me know of your woundrous love
let me feel your woundrous presence
be with me in my darkest hour
abide with me
Lord Jesus hear me as i pray
you know my thoughts before i do
you know me more then i will ever do
Lord Jesus abide with me I pray
as i enter this my darkest hour
Look over me as I sit here
Lord let me not do something
I fear i shall regret
abide with me in my darkest hour
i crave your prescence
be close to me
I sit and contemplate my life
and the mess i have made
you gave me this life and i f****d it up
Lord sit with me as i pray
lest i do something
i know i shall regret
Lord hear me as i pray
Stay the knife
replace the pills
hide that bleach
slow that speeding car
Lord i ask you
be with me
abide in me
as i struggle with these emotions
Hate, fear, anxiety and guilt
abide with me in this my darkest hour
for i fear without your help
i cannot continue
not without you and your love
my lord i would go mad
Lord Jesus hear this prayer
i speed it to you on crimson salted wings
in this my darkest hour
as i contemplate this sin worse then murder
the ending of my life
the killing of my pain
Suicide
Lord Jesus abide with me
as i enter this my darkest hour
Stay the knife
replace the pills
hide that bleach
slow that speeding car
let me not end this gift
the gift of life you gave
support me i pray
i crave your love
i crave your presence
abide with me i pray
no matter how hard it gets
or the size of mess i make
i know this one thing with all my heart
you are here with me
my glorious lord your love uplifts me
With it i am saved
I can survive
I can pull through
i can survive this darkest hour
so lord jesus hear my prayer
abide with me
hold me tight
reveal your love to me
in this my darkest hour
Amen.