It scares me.
I think I'm really
Going crazy inside
It's like I can't
Control myself anymore,
It used to be I could
Just hide away
The feelings within,
But now they're
Braking out
And I'm really
Scared to think
I'm there,
I'm just not doing
The actions
Just not saying
The words
Just not living
My life.
When I'm like that
I'm crazy,
It's not me.
It's my crazy side.
That time I
Wasn't pretending
That side of me
Is real.
It scares me,
I don't want it there,
I want it to go away,
But I think that's
Not to happen
I'm finally going crazy,
I have been for
The past few days.
Don't know what
Happed to me
Don't know what
My heart is hiding,
Or if anything is
Wrong at all,
Why am I going
Crazy
inside?
Why am I living
This life out?
What's wrong with me,
I wasn't pretending.
I think I'm truly
Truly, going
Insane.