Sometimes I watch you, playing your game
And wonder why you can't see
What I've been trying to show you since
The second day I knew you
You're the only guy I confide in
And I hope you feel the same
But sometimes I wonder when you leave
Am I ever in your thoughts?
To you, I'm probably just a friend
But I wish that I were more
Every time I see you there alone
I wonder how to tell you
You seem to care enough about me
But can we be more than friends?
You always say that you fail with girls
And what exactly am I?
I am your friend, and I am a girl
You told me you could trust me
I dated someone else for a while
But I liked you all along
Why can't you see that I like you more?
And that I can do my best
To make this work if you'll let me try
If you'll only let me know
I know you would never believe it
But I'm just as shy as you
I don't want to hide the truth from you
But I can't find the right words
I was already rejected once
And am still feeling the pain
I cannot take it again, so soon
Please hear my innermost thoughts
When I talk to you, you're like a friend
And I don't have to be scared
I've learned so much from talking to you
And I only wish you knew
You say that no one will ever care
And you call yourself a nerd
But you're the coolest guy that I know
When will I confess to you?
I'm afraid to ruin our friendship
And to lose just one more thing
I'm scared that you'll tell me to leave you
Or be shocked and simply stare
I've asked my Tarot, my friends, and peers
But nothing can ease my fear
I couldn't stand to be rejected
By someone as nice as you
I have always been the shyest girl
Afraid to ever take risks
But one of these days, the time will come
And I will tell you I care
Will you feel the same way about me?
Or ignore my every word?
Will it make any difference to you?
Or will you leave me for good?