I'm trapped in this winter
everthing's cold and complicated
I feel frigid, cheating, and anticipated
how can I trust my heart,
when it's only a part
of who I am?
what can I do?
my feelings can't change that swiftly
not even for you

you're a good person
that was never the question
I'm dazed
because everything's crazed
in this forest maze of my life
everything's fragile, hollow, and appealing
the look in your eyes is demeaning
it makes me feel like a little girl
this situation makes me hate myself
i'm sorry for bringing this upon you
you don't deserve it
my only advice for you is
never like an outcast