Everything I have held inside,

Is eating me alive.

The hurt of the past,

Comes back too fast.

Every time I see you it's the same,

You alone can unlock that pain.

You mean to as I see you smile,

You can not fool me with your guile,

Your motives are black as shadows,

Yet my love for you grows.

What do you have inside you,

Where do I leave you the clue,

To rip apart my closed citadel,

And with a look place me in hell.

You can play with what I feel,

And yet still see it as no big deal,

Where is your own heart,

Where can I finally start,

To understand and break free,

From the pain you cause to me?