I realize now
Things I dealt with then
That I hate now

I hate how you never called
I hate how busy you were
I hate how immature you acted
I hate how mean you could be

Thinking back
I hate what you did
To me

I hate how you used me
I hate how you lied to me
I hate how you tore my heart out
I hate how you didn't feel guilty at all

The only person I hate
More than you
Is me

I hate hoe I let you use me
I hate how I let myself be deceived
I hate how I let you treat me, but most of all
I hate how I let myself forgive you