Still

Help me
I'm lost
Can't find my way
Out of this deep abyss
My gilded heart
Longs for an answer
A prayer
An encouraging word
Anything
Because of this
Because of you
I'm lost
Gone
Completely alone
Wish I were
Where they are
Where the happiness
Seems to be never ending
Wish I could tell
Someone of the way I feel
Wish I didn't have to
Put on this mask
This false smile
Seems to work on everyone
Everytime
None of them see
How deep I've fallen
And I don't see
How I've fallen so deep
But here I am
With so many others
On the brink of
Total annihilation
In our heads
This infinite cycle
Of suffering
Unhappiness
Anguish
Madness
Irateness
Frustration
Nothingness
And still
No one knows