Taking it in~

I take in the pain
take in all the lies
them faking friendships with me
all day i just wait to get home

I just take in all the sorrow
don't mind me
I'll swallow my pride
and down the drain i went today

All that's left is shit
never doing something
about the life i used to live
not wanting to unleash

the sorrow building in my head
i just want to do something
that i couldnt do again
all these chances to leave

I didn't ever look back
back amongst my stupid life
I led before i wanted you
to lead me to my death

I don't think that way much--anymore
I feel I'm well enough to sin again
They tell me I'm worthless
I should have taken that chance

To tell them off
to never
bug me again...