I Fall

I'm losing faith in what is real,
I've lost all hope in hopes and dreams.
It's hard to think; it's hard to feel,
My life is ripping at the seams,
What's happening to me?
I've been wasting time on dreaming,
About impossible splendor.
And inside my heart is screaming,
I might as well give up, surrender,
What have you done to me?
If only, if only you knew,
Through what I have had to suffer.
If only, if only you knew,
Through what I have had to prevail,
And it is all your fault.
And I fall.