I walk down the halls
With a mask over my eyes
And a smile on my face.
Covering what I want to hide.
What I don't want you to see.
I see
All my friends.
They call to me.
But I don't respond.
It isn't them im looking for.
It's you.
You walk towards me.
Do you know
how much you mean to me?
You're walking towards me.
What do I do? What do I say?
Our eyes meet.
And you walk past me.
Sating nothing.
Feeling nothing
For me.
I call out to you.
I have so much to say to you!
You turn around.
I choke back tears
And run away.
And I am no longer smiling.