The cycle

Its 7. 298 Kelvin. This raindrop fell from the heavens.
Life was simple. Words cripple. It landed in a calm river and sent ripples.
Head to my gun. Pull it for fun. Merging into it; they became one.
Remember. Early November. Survived summer and a frozen winter still bonded
together.
Concentration. My heart's desecration. But gravity forced it down and out
of this ocean for evaporation.
Gaunt and sickly. You did trick me. They are vapor now and tend to
dissociate quickly.
Conversation. 10 months of silence spoken hesitation. And with their bond
broken the raindrop reforms by condensation.
Been blue black and purple. Friendship brought back though the process was
hurtful. Raindrop, if the river begs of you, will you fall back down and
continue the circle?
We both will never have our way. I'm not asking you to stay. Remain where
you can reflect prisms on days that are cloudy and gray.
He is me 10 months ago. So high the only way to go is below. So low and
cold but raindrop though you to are hurt from having traveled with another
river's flow just know I will not let it be that easy for you to go.
Catharsis of emotion. Having you back I never dreamt of the notion. There
is still room for you in this ocean.
I'm am still here like I was then to listen. The way you glisten. Months of
longing and missing made me stronger and I will drain the river from its
source if it thinks because its longer it has more ambition.

A/n: I think this one need an explanation
read this more than once. Read this in different ways. Everything as I am
sure you have guessed is symbolic.
Each line consists of 3 parts
Style one: just read the first two parts. This is a fragmented version of
the story. I think reading this pretty much sums up the story from my
perspective.
Style two: just read the last part of each line. This is pretty much the
ocean talking about a raindrop and its cycle. I meant this to be analogous
to life.
Style three: read it all.

Explanation( these are my explanations, if u see other things.. cool.
one:
the raindrop falling from heaven - the girl coming into someone's life
landing into the river and sending ripples- here the river is another guy
and the ripples it sends is that new jittery love feeling.
Merging into it; they became one - they fall deeply in love with each other
Survived summer and a frozen winter still bonded together - the girl and
this other guy have been together in love over the summer and winter
But gravity forced it down and out of this ocean for evaporation- gravity
is symbolic of time- both forces we can not control. Just as rivers drain
into the ocean here the girl(the raindrop) is drain and so drained that she
is force to leave the relationship
They are vapor now and tend to dissociate quickly.-the dissociation here is
between the boy and girl
And with their bond broken the raindrop reforms by condensation. - now that
they are no longer together she is reformed back into herself partly before
who she was before the relationship and with the knowledge she learned from
the relationship.
Raindrop if the river begs of you will you fall back down and continue the
circle? If the boy beg of u to come back . will u go back and love him
again?
Remain where you can reflect prisms on days that are cloudy and gray. -
remain where you are happy and you can spread your happiness.
So low and cold but raindrop though you to are hurt from having traveled
with another river's flow just know I will not let it be that easy for you
to go- though she bears the scars of a hurt relationship I, the one who has
loved her or has been a good friend to her will not let her be unhappy.
There is still room for you in this ocean. - even though she has loved
someone else there is room for her in my heart
Months of longing and missing made me stronger and I will drain the river
from its source if it thinks because its longer it has more ambition - the
months spent missing her have only made me long for her more. And I will
kill anyone who makes her unhappy. And them being stronger or more
manly/macho or how much will they have has nothing to do wit the fact that
I wont hurt them just do see that she is not hurt and that she is happy.

Two.
the raindrop falling from heaven - the raindrops in this explanation are
words. Heaven is the girl. There for the words are spoken to me from the
girl. These words are not necessarily good or bad just yet. Note that the
words (like bombs) are falling so in this case it's bad.
Landing into the river and sending ripples- the river is my soul and the
ripples are the after affects of the hurt I feel when she tells me its over
and she's leaving me for someone else.
Merging into it; they became one. - The hurt and my soul become one.
Survived summer and a frozen winter still bonded together.- together the
hurt has lasted within me through out the summer and winter
But gravity forced it down and out of this ocean for evaporation. - again
gravity is symbolic of time and the way that time has allowed me to push
out the hurt and let it dissipate.
They are vapor now and tend to dissociate quickly. - Like vapor quickly
fades so does the hurt and the scars of the relationship
And with their bond broken the raindrop reforms by condensation. - now that
I am clear of the bond and affects of the hurt on me emotionally, words can
again reform with the power to heal or hurt.
Raindrop if the river begs of you will you fall back down and continue the
circle? - if I fall in love again and I we end up loving each other would
it be possible that these words could once again fall again and continue
the cycle of pain.
Remain where you can reflect prisms on days that are cloudy and gray. - I
am saying that right now I am choosing not to love. I want words to be
only out of friendship where they bring happiness.
So low and cold but raindrop though you to are hurt from having traveled
with another river's flow just know I will not let it be that easy for you
to go - the words spoken to me are coming from a girl who has so been hurt
by not only my words to you but by another persons words. But just because
I let our words at one time hurt each other I wont let it be like the
uncleared hurt from her other lover. I will clear it and reconcile.
There is still room for you in this ocean. - we can still be friends
Months of longing and missing made me stronger and I will drain the river
from its source if it thinks because its longer it has more ambition. --
I will fuck up anyone who dares to fuck wit me or you

Three: read the whole thing and try to really get at the whole of it.
Those are pretty much the meanings but there are some you cant get just by
reading the last lines.
If you think this explanation insults your intelligence.. sorry
Sorry for the grammatical errors in the explanation.

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