I'm in one of those moods
You know
You feel tired
Tired of living
Being around people
Changing yourself for those people
I feel like I have lost something, but
I don't know what it is that I've lost
I feel like there is this one thing that I don't know
And if I knew what it was
I would feel good again
Last night I sat in the dark for I don't know how long
Just sat there
I kept trying to think of what it was that weighed me down so much
It was all in vain
I still feel empty