A/N: I found a title. thanks to Starlight Maiden

Emotionless

I wish I didn't feel
All the sadness building inside me
Ready to burst

Or the anger
Towards myself and others
Overwhelming me
Making me want to explode

Because then people
Wouldn't matter so much
And make me want to hurt myself

I wish I were emotionless
Then emotions couldn't overthrow me or take control of my life
I wish I were like a zombie
Feeling nothing

But if I couldn't feel
There'd be no love
And your love is what keeps me going

So I'll deal with all the pain