how many times have I wrote "I wanna die"?
do you believe me now? it's no fucking lie.
life has no meaning, I don't see why,
I should try to carry on, when I've lost all will to try.

I'm such a fucking bitch, and a fucking liar too,
no one should ever love me, because of all the shit I do,
you yourself said it, so you can't deny it's true,
me being alive, is only making you blue.

so one day I'll actually do it, one day I'll actually fall,
one day I'll get the guts, and find the strength to end it all,
and you, who once walked too proudly, will have no choice now but to crawl,
begging for forgiveness, for all the pain you caused,
you made this crazy girl's fucking brains hit the wall.