Self-Value

Sometimes
I calculate
The worth of living,
And I find
That the result if often
Dissapointing.
When you looked
At me
And I looked away,
I knew, somehow,
That my self-value
Has sunk below
My knees.
All that they want
Is a seductive
Doll,
But I cannot ever be so,
I still value
That
Which they have not yet
Stolen.