I can't remember the feeling
Of being loved. I need healing.
I don't want to be so dark,
I never meant to leave my mark
On your life, I just wanted to be
A shadow, so you can't see me.

But I fell in too deep,
And got lost on the way.
Please, just let me get some sleep,
Let the hurt be kept at bay.

I can't take it, I won't believe it.
You'd rather have one you hate,
Than one you are so close to.
I want to be loved
To be happy, and in love with another.
But I guess that this dream won't come true.

Don't pity me; I don't have self-pity.
I've grown used to life in the city.
I'll work harder than the rest,
And I'll become the best of the best.

Then you'd see
Your
Mistake
That
You
Made,
And you'd cry a whole sea.

But, I grow weary
And I grow tired.
And on top of it all,
I just got fired.
I can't be on top,
If I'm not on at all.
Things can't be worse:
There's no place to fall.

It's been too long
And the feeling wears thin
I'm starting to not love you
Not so addicted anymore
I'm starting to heal
I can't let you control me
Anymore
Because I must survive
For others as well

(Not for myself, though
I'd rather be six feet below).

The ice is starting to form
In my heart; it's the start of the storm.
All my emotions are drained out of my heart,
And I've lost all my love for art.

I'm frozen
Somebody
Come melt my heart.