Disappointment

I have read a thousand books Received a million A's Pushed and strived to my mind's edge But still I'm in a daze

I have spun ten billion times In ballet shoes, pink and small Bit my lip and pulled out strength But sometimes, I still fall

I have worked hard and been called lazy Dreamed big and been let down Though there's much to smile about I'm often in a frown

Tiptoed tenderly past mistake Exhausted my every joint Perfectly perfect, you might even say But still I disappoint