Sitting cold and alone outside
Thinking about how hard I tried
Trying to push old feelings aside
Hiding blurry eyes that cried

Trying to ignore the hurt I feel
Pretending this whole thing isn't real
Afraid of something I can't reveal
Persuading my broken heart to heal

Running words through my head
Crying over things unsaid
Listening to the heart that's dead
Taking the longer road instead

Praying that these feelings end
Liking you much more than a friend
Getting tired of playing pretend
Willing these scattered pieces to mend