PARADOX

A Paradox
I sit by and watch
With blind eyes
As this hopelessness overtakes me
I know I am a nonentity
Therefore no one sees me being seized
Everything I own is being stripped away
Everything I wanted is being ripped apart
Yet everything I own is still here
And everything I want is still in reach
These feelings churn around in my stomach
They make me sick
Endless dizziness
Constant rape of memory
I no longer function
It's hard to breath
Hurts to speak
But I'm healthy
I have fine breathing
And am able to speak perfectly
Nothing is right
And I can't change that
Everyday goes by
And I don't see it
A Paradox