My Pain

My soul feels dark,
I feel the pain,
Why do they tease me?
Do they think it's a game?

It doesn't feel fun,
It doesn't feel right
Why can't they see?
They don't always have to fight.

The ice I feel won't thaw out,
It won't go away,
I know it will be there,
Day after day.

I've got a little bag,
Inside of me now,
It hides all my thoughts,
Where no one can prowl

It used to help me,
Every single day,
But now it's over flowing,
With things I have to say.

Most of them hate me,
I know that now,
It's hard to accept,
But I'll get through some how.

I wish they could see,
The tears that they cause
What there doing to me,
With such force.

I wish they new,
How much it affected me,
How much I didn't want to live,
How much I didn't wan to be.

But I guess it won't happen,
I've realised that now,
No point in getting my hopes up,
For a life full of down.

By Siobhan
Date: 8/jan/2004