Never Did I Imagine

Does it matter that we both hurt?
I've come to wonder
I thought what I did was best
Now, I'm not too sure
I thought I had to tell you everything
Even if it meant your pain
I thought it best your heart break
It would have anyway
I thought life would go on
Nothing would be too changed
Never did I imagine this hurt
Never did I miss you so
I've come to wonder my actions
Something I hardly ever do
But, never did I imagine
This pain that would haunt me and you