I know I'm good at what I do
I look at me, then look at you.
You believe in what you see
To you I'm not an enemy
I want to show you all my lies
For you to see what lies behind
All the crap, fake stuff I do
But you're only concerned with you.
So I wait out this storm
All by myself, on my own
I live and I mourn
The life and feelings I've outgrown
I hide behind the silly smile
Just want the world to stop for a while
Let me rest, let me be free
Teach us who's really me
The sad singer or the clumsy clown
Who never lets her guard come down