I can't be still, won't let myself sleep

Because if I do, I know what'll happen

I'll lose my will, my will to live

And I won't be able to move

So don't tell me to stop, don't tell me to rest

Let me wear myself out

Ignore my tears, let me handle my own fears

Because there's nothing you can do anyhow

I want to be better

To be the one they all expect.

But somehow this thing inside keeps interrupting

I can't get it all out.

Something's controlling my mouth

Along with my face and actions.

And the interruptions won't quit

Won't let me work through this shit

They just tell me to lie down and be quiet

And I can't stop, I haven't got a block

To keep them from making me crazy