I can't be still, won't let myself sleep
Because if I do, I know what'll happen
I'll lose my will, my will to live
And I won't be able to move
So don't tell me to stop, don't tell me to rest
Let me wear myself out
Ignore my tears, let me handle my own fears
Because there's nothing you can do anyhow
I want to be better
To be the one they all expect.
But somehow this thing inside keeps interrupting
I can't get it all out.
Something's controlling my mouth
Along with my face and actions.
And the interruptions won't quit
Won't let me work through this shit
They just tell me to lie down and be quiet
And I can't stop, I haven't got a block
To keep them from making me crazy