~**Dreaming **~

One look and I lay glistening
in a feather of stars.
One smile and I sink deeply
to the depths of my heart.

Fool, yes I am
Everytime your prescence nears.
Closer, and I am sure
to back away in fear.

Hopeful, I always will be
For a chance to live my fantasies.
Prisoner for a lifetime
Of my own false realities.

Yet how long will I
keep up with this delusion
When every moment questions
This temporary satisfaction?

How could I succumb
To the feeling I once refused?
Let my walls come down
To this unfamiliar muse.

Still I retreat to this folly
and bathe in its incandescence
Knowing that after dreaming
I'll return to the noisy silence...