Sorry
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Sorry for acting like a bitch

For not being myself

For standing back and watching

What I should have been a part of

Please excuse that I acted like I was all that

Like I was cool and mysterious

Realize I had my reasons

Even if I took it too far

Even if I made it worse than it was

Sorry I felt so nervous, uncomfortable

Sorry I wouldn't talk to you

Or say something

Or even mutter "hello"

Forgive me for not acting like I always have

And sorry if I made you mad

Looking back, I'm wishing a little that

I didn't have to say

"I'm sorry" to you

But

Forgive me...

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