I woke up
My eyes were burning
My head was hurting
From all these things I've said and done
More regrets have begun

I'm corrupt
mind dislocated
I've become what I hated
Never thought that I could ever hurt you
Now what can I do

And I was so happy
It was so great
But it felt so fragile
So ready to break
And I was so scared
Didn't want to lose you
But I guess that my overthought
Tore this is two

I looked up
And I saw your face
Took me to a better place
And I can't believe I ever caused it pain
How can I take it away

I disrupt
These thoughts in my head
They're making me dread
That I've lost you forever now
Can you tell me how

And I was so happy
It was so great
But it felt so fragile
So ready to break
And I was so scared
Didn't want to lose you
But I guess that my overthought
Tore this is two

I was so happy
It was so great
But it felt so fragile
So ready to break
And I was so scared
Didn't want to lose you
But I guess that my overthought
Tore this is two

You filled me with passion
You filled me with life
And I was so stressed out
I was full of strife
Got so frustrated
'Cause I was so scared
Angry at myself
these feelings were bared
I'm sorry you saw me
In such a state
But you must know
It's cause I was afraid
I didn't want to lose you
And I still don't
I prayed to God for this once
Now tell me...should I still hope
Should I still hope
Should I still hope
Should I still hope

I was so happy
It was so great
But it felt so fragile
So ready to break
And I was so scared
Didn't want to lose you
But I guess that my overthought
Tore this is two
And I was so happy
I was so happy
I was so happy
Do you think that I could be
still happy