I shut my eyes
I shut them tight
I think of you
Of what I wanna do
You invade my thoughts
My mind is clouded
It hurts to think
About what could've happened
My head is throbbing
My heart is stopping
I don't know how to get through to you
Don't you see
What you're doing to me?
Or don't you care?
Don't you care that I can't breathe?
I can't breathe in this fresh air
I'm ready to shut down
I'm ready to fall down
Darkness overcomes me
And I know
That I am ready
I am ready to give up.
I can't.
I'm stronger than that
I force myself to see the light
I come out of me reverie
And you're there waiting for me