Still Everywhere

Running…screaming…fearing

Tearing…dreaming…hating

Loving…dreading…losing

I know I should go back

No one can protect me now

Only the shadow of my psyche

I know I should run

Run from you, or to you

You're everywhere, destroying me

Even when you're not with me

You're in my dreams, in my thoughts

Finishing what you started

Running…screaming…fearing

Tearing…dreaming…hating

Loving…dreading…losing

Surrounded in perpetual black

You're gone, but here anyhow

I used to think we were so much alike

I thought you were fun

My innocent laughter echoes through

Before I knew you could kill me

I was destroyed figuratively

I begged, I pleaded, I fought

Leaving me dark hearted

Running…screaming…fearing

Tearing…dreaming…hating

Loving…dreading…losing

Suddenly, you're everywhere, back

There's nothing I can do now

And I don't want your sympathy strike

I knew you weren't the one

But I didn't know what to do

I just want you to set me free

Psychologically

My soul is tainted, my mind distraught

In my mind, peace is uncharted

Running…screaming…fearing

Tearing…dreaming…hating

Loving…dreading…losing

I wish you could let me go

Reverse all you did

But you can never undo the past

How can I explain to you?

Make you feel my everlasting pain?

Make you suffer like I did?

Running…screaming…fearing

Tearing…dreaming…hating

Loving…dreading…fighting