Fingertip Thoughts

You washed away, down off of my hands

Your fortress, bold and made of such tiny sands

All crumbling into the sea

Kind of messing with what was left of me

Then you fell away, out onto her crystal thrones

They looked like your heart, made of some fragile stones

I asked and was ignored but she called and got an answer

Maybe that's what they call your shallow kind of cancer

And I've been sitting here lots

Thinking my fingertip thoughts

Can we please try a hand at this again

Because I never really understood that end

That "last" time, the one when we said this

If the kiss was or wasn't meant to miss

And there's a small catch in your voice now

And there's a lit match for your choice now

Might it be that you or I was kind of wrong and

Maybe we could give it another go; I will if you can

Perhaps it's not quite as easy as they say

Probably we're going to hate each other one day

And the people will tune in to hear us shout

Then tune down as we work some more stuff out

Since following the hate or the fight comes the aftermath

Unsteady love could equal our future, present and past

Not that the line is just that empty or simple

One that mechanically says we all need to live a little

But more than that, not by much, but by enough

The exact kind of thing, you and I don't usually think of

So, just maybe since we're given this sort of situation

You might also be looking for an affirmation

Of the sharp and beautiful thing that caused this confusion

Distorting a copied reality from an elastic delusion

And I've been sitting here lots

Thinking my fingertip thoughts

Can we please try a hand at this again

Because I never really understood that end

That "last" time, the one when we said this

If the kiss was or wasn't meant to miss

And there's a small catch in your voice now

And there's a lit match for your choice now

But my "I love you" is the only noise now