Until…

By MoshiMoshiQueen

I told myself in the beginning

That it'd be like the rest

But getting my hopes up

Is just like a test

I secretly release feelings

Only for them to get torn down

I do learn from my mistakes

And the hurt that I've found

But, past the masks

I do silently hope

I hide those secrets

Trying merely to cope

I knew it was…

Just too good to be true

I realized this fate…

I just simply knew

I realized the future

Before the past

I proved myself right

And this loneliness lasts…

I place on a smile

Add a little fake…

It's back to being alone

Until it's all I can take