Drowning

If I think back really far,
I can remember when I was free.

Free from pain,
despair,
and confusion.

It's hard to recall
and it becomes increasingly harder each day.

When I feel like I'm drowning
in an ocean of depression
these memories are my lifesaver.

They pull me out,
but only temporarily.

I always end up drowning again.
One day the water will be do deep
and the memories too distant.

A/N: I got rid of the to save me!