I Can't

I can't believe these lies,
Though the truth is hard to find,
I can't explain these feelings,
These thoughts within my mind.

I can't regret the past now,
It's happened, and it's done,
I can't live in the dark again,
I need to seek the sun.

I can't live in these shackles,
When I just want to be free,
And I can't pretend to like it,
When I hate all that is me.