Hey, I've been wanting to upload my poetry for a while now...so here
you go. I hope that you enjoy them, and maybe review. If'n you have time..
^^;; Have fun reading!
My day becomes night.
When the fear comes back.
It always does. Always will.
It throws me into the abyss.
The eternal abyss that will open its doors to me.
The darkness that will never leave; never leave my soul alone.
All I want is some light. At the end of my tunnel.
Graceful arms to comfort me.
But, then. There they are.
Waiting for me to turn to them.
Always waiting. Eternally.
I need them, they need me.
~*~*~
The light shines bright,
but my eyes are clouded.
All I see is black.
The darkness is a veil,
covering me, smothering me
like a heavy blanket.
Cutting off my air,
to where I'm suffocating.
Surging into my soul,
piercing my heart, and
destroying my friends.
There they go.
I'm all alone,
no one to love me.
There she is,
looking at me,
and walking away.
Leaving me alone.
All, utterly alone.
~*~*~
The sun comes up, but I stayed down.
Down in the darkness, dwelling.
The shadows creep towards me,
ever wanting to take me away.
My life is about to end.
The world is leaving me behind.
Its people turn their backs on me,
letting me suffer.
The word 'suicide' hasn't
crossed my mind.
But now it is happening.
I prepare myself,
but no one will be there,
to watch me die.
I climb the stairs,
the winding steps,
that will forever lead me to my death.
People say, I'm cheating life.
Not living it to the fullest.
They, too, leave me behind.
I have nothing to live for, I tell myself.
I say goodbye, to no one but myself.
I hope that people will learn,
from their own evil mistakes.
To take people into their hearts,
love them, and cherish their memories.
It will end with me.
I hope.
~*~*~
The moon is gone, and the sun is out,
leaving me in the eternal darkness.
The pain doesn't ever go ay.
In my heart, ever burning.
You left, yet you loved me.
I loved you, in your arms.
Always there when I was in need.
But they left, along with your love.
It went to another heart.
You said that you would never leave me.
But you did, and with you, my heart went away.
It turned to stone, never come into the light again.
I've lost my friends, creeping in the shadows like I do.
They said that I've gone away, taken my soul to another place.
You've left me, and taken my heart.
I loved you, and you broke me.
~*~*~
My world is collapsing
right before my eyes.
My life is being ruined,
before I get to live it.
The friends I thought I had
are leaving me in the spotlight.
Abandoning me in the loneliness.
The stars shine on them,
but the clouds block out my light.
I call upon all my strength;
yet, not enough to escape the night.
My heart is burning,
with this sudden anger at myself.
What have I done, I ask,
but there is no one, except me,
to answer my question.
The gates are closing, and I'm locked in.
I'm doomed for eternity, my suffering is great.
Because there is no way out.
Out of hell.
~*~*~
"Obsidian Dreams"
The world is closing in around me.
Pushing in on all sides.
Its people are shunting me into oblivion,
scaring me away.
I must be losing my mind,
losing my mind in this world
of mine.
Dreams are wasting away,
spending time with me.
Time goes by, and I'm not better.
I'm crying scarlet tears
but no one will look at me
I'm screaming my voice hoarse
but no one is listening
Dreams are passing me by,
but I can't open a window to them.
My tears are staining my arm red.
but no one can see them.
I'm hiding from the world
and yet I'm in plain sight.
Obsidian dreams of the night,
and I'm blinded to their glory.
Will anyone save me?
Will I save myself?
My friends have closed their doors
long ago.
They won't save me.
She has walked me by,
so neither shall she save me.
My family doesn't believe in me anymore.
Bright, bright glorious light, is hazed.
by the dark of the world I stepped into.
Love helps no longer,
with the pain I feel inside.
Yet have I ever had any?
I am spilling more tears of red,
dripping from my heart.
In the night, I cry myself so sick.
Sick and tired of wasting.
Wasting my life where none care for me.
I must end this worthless excuse.
One more time I use it,
much deeper than before.
As I lay there thinking, dying all the same:
I see the glorious light; her face.
She looks at me, and frowns,
crying in the night.
As I lay there thinking, dying all the same:
Obsidian dreams have passed me by,
and I could not yet reach them.
But will it be better?
On the other side?
Well, there you have them. I hope you like 'em. I'm going to post some of my lovely lady's later this week... Check them out, too. ^^;; Chao...
My day becomes night.
When the fear comes back.
It always does. Always will.
It throws me into the abyss.
The eternal abyss that will open its doors to me.
The darkness that will never leave; never leave my soul alone.
All I want is some light. At the end of my tunnel.
Graceful arms to comfort me.
But, then. There they are.
Waiting for me to turn to them.
Always waiting. Eternally.
I need them, they need me.
~*~*~
The light shines bright,
but my eyes are clouded.
All I see is black.
The darkness is a veil,
covering me, smothering me
like a heavy blanket.
Cutting off my air,
to where I'm suffocating.
Surging into my soul,
piercing my heart, and
destroying my friends.
There they go.
I'm all alone,
no one to love me.
There she is,
looking at me,
and walking away.
Leaving me alone.
All, utterly alone.
~*~*~
The sun comes up, but I stayed down.
Down in the darkness, dwelling.
The shadows creep towards me,
ever wanting to take me away.
My life is about to end.
The world is leaving me behind.
Its people turn their backs on me,
letting me suffer.
The word 'suicide' hasn't
crossed my mind.
But now it is happening.
I prepare myself,
but no one will be there,
to watch me die.
I climb the stairs,
the winding steps,
that will forever lead me to my death.
People say, I'm cheating life.
Not living it to the fullest.
They, too, leave me behind.
I have nothing to live for, I tell myself.
I say goodbye, to no one but myself.
I hope that people will learn,
from their own evil mistakes.
To take people into their hearts,
love them, and cherish their memories.
It will end with me.
I hope.
~*~*~
The moon is gone, and the sun is out,
leaving me in the eternal darkness.
The pain doesn't ever go ay.
In my heart, ever burning.
You left, yet you loved me.
I loved you, in your arms.
Always there when I was in need.
But they left, along with your love.
It went to another heart.
You said that you would never leave me.
But you did, and with you, my heart went away.
It turned to stone, never come into the light again.
I've lost my friends, creeping in the shadows like I do.
They said that I've gone away, taken my soul to another place.
You've left me, and taken my heart.
I loved you, and you broke me.
~*~*~
My world is collapsing
right before my eyes.
My life is being ruined,
before I get to live it.
The friends I thought I had
are leaving me in the spotlight.
Abandoning me in the loneliness.
The stars shine on them,
but the clouds block out my light.
I call upon all my strength;
yet, not enough to escape the night.
My heart is burning,
with this sudden anger at myself.
What have I done, I ask,
but there is no one, except me,
to answer my question.
The gates are closing, and I'm locked in.
I'm doomed for eternity, my suffering is great.
Because there is no way out.
Out of hell.
~*~*~
"Obsidian Dreams"
The world is closing in around me.
Pushing in on all sides.
Its people are shunting me into oblivion,
scaring me away.
I must be losing my mind,
losing my mind in this world
of mine.
Dreams are wasting away,
spending time with me.
Time goes by, and I'm not better.
I'm crying scarlet tears
but no one will look at me
I'm screaming my voice hoarse
but no one is listening
Dreams are passing me by,
but I can't open a window to them.
My tears are staining my arm red.
but no one can see them.
I'm hiding from the world
and yet I'm in plain sight.
Obsidian dreams of the night,
and I'm blinded to their glory.
Will anyone save me?
Will I save myself?
My friends have closed their doors
long ago.
They won't save me.
She has walked me by,
so neither shall she save me.
My family doesn't believe in me anymore.
Bright, bright glorious light, is hazed.
by the dark of the world I stepped into.
Love helps no longer,
with the pain I feel inside.
Yet have I ever had any?
I am spilling more tears of red,
dripping from my heart.
In the night, I cry myself so sick.
Sick and tired of wasting.
Wasting my life where none care for me.
I must end this worthless excuse.
One more time I use it,
much deeper than before.
As I lay there thinking, dying all the same:
I see the glorious light; her face.
She looks at me, and frowns,
crying in the night.
As I lay there thinking, dying all the same:
Obsidian dreams have passed me by,
and I could not yet reach them.
But will it be better?
On the other side?
Well, there you have them. I hope you like 'em. I'm going to post some of my lovely lady's later this week... Check them out, too. ^^;; Chao...