Cannot Believe or What it's like

No one can believe what it's like
It's incomprehensible to those who haven't experienced it
It's inconceivable that some one can do such things

Until you've had the knife in your hand
Brought it to your body
And watched the blood pour down

Until you've lost control over your mind
And the knife is your master
The only one who matters

Until you've been through the hell
Of self-mutilation
You cannot begin to believe what it's like

A/N: we were given the phrase "you won't believe it, but.." In creative
writing. heres one thing.