~Wait for End~

All moments of my life
I lie in waiting.
Listen for a ring,
watch for a sign,
feel for a lie,
wait for a death.

My life is
no longer my own.
Each day I live
is simply borrowed time
from a higher power,
something with control.

Flying as a shadow
I take my refuge in darkness.
Running through the light,
reaching for the end,
falling to the shallow,
hoping just to die.