Memories
....
Memories caught on
film to help remember
the days when we
were happy and together.
.
Pictures taken not
so long ago yet
it feels like it
has been an eternity.
.
The happiness has
faded and fallen to
sadness and need,
need to feel love again.
.
Time is fading
the days move so
slowly I feel they
will never end.
.
I'm beginning to
feel that no one
could ever love me.
Not you, not anyone.
.
The memories of
those happy times
are fading the more
we argue or ignore
each other or are
simply apart.
.
Tears stream down
my cheeks as I
look at these pictures
while sitting alone in
my car just thinking.
.
The pain of
knowing we will
never be that happy
again is unbearable.
.
Loneliness fills the
emptiness left when
you did. Too much pain.
.
Life is getting
harder to tolerate
when I am alone
with only memories
to comfort me, with
dreams to taunt me,
and pain to fuel me.
.
Memories of the
happy times we
shared slowly slipping
away with every
moment I am without you.
.
I can not bare
this much longer.
I need you.